For whatever reason, I have had experiences since I was a child - through dreams, visions, and energetic releases, that have allowed memories and glimpses into past lives that I believe I have lived. So I am not saying here that I "believe" in past lives and reincarnation. I am saying that I have personal experience and memories of these things. These weren't experiences that I was actively seeking after through such things as past life regression therapy, but rather they were spontaneous happenings. They are just another experience that I have had and they aren't more important than any other experience that I have had or that you have had, but they are another piece of the puzzle, and they have helped me to gain a certain perspective on Life as a greater Whole.
When I was a child I had a few experiences of recalling during dreams, compressed lifetimes - maybe it was as though the moment of life review that is mentioned in many accounts of near death experiences was relived during those dreams and I would awaken very disoriented as to where I was and who I was for a few minutes. The details of the lifetimes experienced would fade, but the wisdom, the light, love and consciousness developed in them would remain with me.
In college, while I was experiencing binaural beat technology at a mind machine studio in New York City, I had a vivid recollection of myself in another lifetime, and I saw myself clearly in a mirror. There were subtle similarities to the face I saw and to my own in this life, but the eyes were unmistakable. I was wearing a suit of clothing that seemed to be from the late 1800s and I saw myself in my library where I spent much of my time in study and meditation. I recalled memories of meditation where I would connect with my Spiritual Teacher. Upon further investigation of this incarnation, I also recalled the end of this lifetime. I saw how I knew that this was the end of this life and I gathered myself and went into my chamber and, as my teacher had taught me, I went into a special state of samadhi and consciously exited the body.
Another major experience in regards to memories of past lives occurred during a guided meditation that I experienced in 1992 while at a Reiki Master training weekend workshop with Laurie Grant. Laurie guided us through a special meditation for what she called "clearing the light body". At one point in the meditation for me, it was as if the book that held the memories of my past lifetimes suddenly came open - it pages flashing past my eyes in what must have been an instant, but I saw many glimpses of lifetimes and many death experiences and there seemed to be a strong spiritual theme to the whole. I saw myself burned to death at least a few times - once as a witch, and other times as monks of one sort or another. I saw lots of time in monasteries and in secluded and cloistered lives dedicated to the Spirit. I recalled myself as a female priestess in an ancient temple - one of many other young priestesses, and I also saw myself in a lifetime as a prostitute, though it is interesting to note how she was also a spiritual counselor.
Many new things have come to light for me recently that have helped me to understand these things, none so great as the meeting in the flesh with my Spiritual Teacher and Guru - Dattatreya Siva Baba, and receiving his blessing to teach among other things. Just now I am gearing up for a special spiritual pilgrimage to India, where I fully expect to find the keys to many more aspects of my Self. Baba has organized a "9 Nights of the Goddess" event in India, during early October 2008, where we will be immersing ourselves daily in intensive Grace Light sessions and visiting and engaging in ceremonies at various temples to the Goddess. Another special opportunity of the trip will be getting as Nadi Leaf reading done. These leaves were written thousands of years ago and hold the whole story of your lives. It is possible to change your karma, however, and we will be doing special remedies at various energy vortexes (temples) to burst these old karmas and to open up to new spiritual possibilities.
I am sure there will be lots more to share upon my return from this trip to India.
Love and Blessings,
Blake
